The Insensitive Poet

Sacrifice To let him shine, she embraces the dark. She hides her tears, so she can give him a better heart. She makes her sacrifices to make his life easy. She keeps those bruises inside, so his morning has a better start. She keeps it all inside, but this world is so cruel. She works hard, but they feel she is their fool. day to day, night to night she puts her needs aside. she takes all the pain, afraid I am, those wounds I can't cool. A constant fear, someday she will leave. No one left to say "you are still very naive!". Nobody would admire my imperfections. I can't say it would be sadness or grief. Tonight I watch her sleep, I want to but I won't bother. Let her rest, she is my own mother. ©Mohit Jha Disclaimer: This is the property of the author and should not be used without the consent of the same. Any regeneration of this would be highly discouraged.

Lift Me High This boulevard again seems empty tonight. Looks like I am looking for a light. Every answer is right but isn't correct. Everyone looks good, but doesn't feels the best. The deeper side has lost its pride, Nobody knows what's lost is what lies on the outside. I search for something out where, Something that feels missing right here. Why it feels near, when its miles away, Why I feel so vulnerable when this is all I have left to say There is a hole in me tonight. I know it all, but not what's right. Lift me up, set me high on sight. somebody inspire me out right. © Mohit Jha

My Lady With a little sparkle in her eyes, she walks around playing with her hair. with all her compassion and heart, to me she hears. with a beautiful smile on her lips, her world with me she shares. With excitement we walk down the silent ways. Hand in hand too shy to say what our heart says. A little less to say, a little more to feel. with her this life seems easier to deal. A little more excited to be feeling this vibe. She is not just my lady, she is life. © Mohit Jha

Someone I am no saviour, I am not a knight. I am no avenger, I am not a lost light. I am someone's yearn. Somebody's concern. Somebody's passion, someone's perfection. I am no musican, I am not a writer. I am no brain, I am not just the fighter. Still I am someone's song, somebody's best bond. Someone's Symphony, somebody's enemy. I am no friend, I am not a foe. I am no stranger, I am not a show. I am a river to everyone's heart that flow, waiting for it's turn to go. I am no human, I have no soul. I am an emotion, destined for more. © Mohit Jha

In an illusion of discovering myself, my own memories were falling apart. Hallucinating about help, confused on where do I start? Million roads were leading to nowhere, thousand useless steps and I was back on that same square. No promises, no love, no hate I bear. Writing about this, might be my last affair. Million stars were shining but none felt true. All it took was something special and new. Here i am singing a symphony sung by all of you. Yes! because I found my way, like those successful few. I've fought those demons which won't let me sleep. Here I am working again, Godspeed!. Lets finally step out and play. 'Cuz i found my way.  © Mohit Jha.

Paradise They said I'd done wrong, everything was gone. Someone intended to make her strong, but damage was done I know there is still some fire up in those eyes, No matter how much hurt you are, there's always a paradise. Still there's some power in those shoulders, All the pain, all the anger only makes her stronger. You are that bird which must fly high, When I say this, surely you'd butterflies, Close your eyes, I am your paradise. No matter how much rainy or stormy skies, Close those eyes and just fly high. This is my world set on fire. My life set to paradise. ©Mohit Jha Liked it? share and spread the love. Thanks!.

A Moment Of Harshness It took a moment to realize your viciousness, took only a moment to realize my stupidity. fool i was, who was enjoying this madness, thought meeting you was a serendipity!. You showed me how someone can be two faced, fool i was, who confused it with your cuteness. You showed me how everything can be erased, it became a bit late to confuse it with your greatness. It only took a moment to bring out your true colors, how do I pay back? I've got words mixed with errors, this is what i always lack. © Mohit Jha

"Again one of your blah's" she said Something disappeared for a while but not any more, some words were discovered, both sweet and sour. Buried mischieves rose again, for now I am sure, signifying it would not be called insane. gentle talk turned emotional, as we had prayed, truths poured, confessions were made. "You are the most important one" I said, was it fun or was she in dredd, "again one of your blahs" she said. It is our beauty to keep things untold, yet I know not of what future holds. "I guess I am correct" I had in my head, 'Again one of your blahs' she said. (c) Mohit Jha

The dark side of love When you had second thoughts, what did you do? When she needed you the most, where did you flew? When was the time you admired imperfection?, All along why was it named " a mere distraction"?. Why it's easy to fall in love, no expectations, no demand?, why you want to leave , why can't you stand?. Were all the promises fake ? Was the love just for the sake?. is it the end? wasn't the bond pure? why it is so devestating a cure. why all the love and attraction, Is seperation, now the only solution?. (c) Mohit Jha

Can I ? Can I get one more chance to fight? somethings I have to set right. Can I be trusted once more? some plots, I need to change in this folklore. can I be loved once again? I realize , there is no comfort in pain. can I not be forgotten like I was then? why it seems difficult starting all over again. Another chance is what I seek. I want to do it all, I want to reach the peak. All I want is your love and care, nothing in the world will go unfair. trust me like you did then. I have changed , I am not one of those fake men. (c) Mohit Jha

A fight between wrong and right Dark seems to be only light, an infinite void, a self daunting riot. Firm grip between past and present slips away, Mind thinks of a thousand destructive ways. In a time when words of motivation are useless to a defeated knight, we lose the wisdom to see the wrong, the right. A simple thought must hold us tight, the brightest day comes after the darkest night. Time is the supreme power, for sometime learn to enjoy your cover. When you know you are right, Stand firm, even if there is a fight. (c) Mohit Jha

Childhood love I remember when falling in love was easy, all it took was a proposal and some lines cheesy. I remember when we trusted everyone, How it all ended, everything was again undone. I remember the help from friends, we took, at times, it worked and our love was only in books. I remember those promises to never part, I guess it was just a headstart. From hugs to holding hands, From kisses to those friendship bands. I remember how that bond grew strong, I cherish it always, even though it was not long - Mohit Jha

None or maybe one? Problems are many, solutions are none. Answers are a thousand, helpful could be one. Philosophies have broken down, Instincts have burned. Respect is lost, a doubt that esteem would ever return? Haters are many, lovers are none. Fighting is tough, I have become so numb, giving up seems so easy and fun. Problems are many, solutions are none, There is no one to revert the damage done. Trust has broken down, love has burned. Health is lost, power is what is assume would never return - Mohit Jha

My Dreamland Take me to a place where I could enjoy my own silence, a place that requires no bank balance. With no one to judge me of my undone dress and hair, Just books and music. Yes!! It'd be a perfect affair. With warm sunshine, a cup of coffee and no stress, no regret for things and qualities i do not possess. Let me soak myself into the goodness around, take me to a place where there is no sound. Let it be, a place where i could enjoy my own intimacy, a place against all my wishes and prophecies. Excited, how adorable would be that trance. Take me to a place where i could enjoy my most desired couple dance. - Mohit Jha

THEY (Parents) They were the one, i saw, when i opened my eyes. They are the ones who support all my truths, all my lies. They are the only ones on whom i rely, because they taught me how to walk, how to fly. All my wishes that they never deny, All my demands taken care of, so i do not have to cry. Their absence is an insecurity, Ironically, their persense felt annoying in puberty. Its true, one day you'll be gone forever, and i'll not have enough teaful words to write on this paper.. -Mohit Jha

I'll Come Back I will make sure everything is alright, When I am gone, there would not be any fight. Even though this goodbye might hurt, Beacause you and I have a diffrent 'intrest'. I believe destiny has something else in store, not sure together we would create the best folklore. I know to part with these reasons, is not enough, yet i want to leave a reason you smile, even when going on might seem tough. To end, i want to say everything written here is true, someday i'll come back looking for you. - Mohit Jha

Mere words A little less to say, A little more to feel. Our hands beg us to stay, but our eyes tell us to leave. Mere words are binding us together, a little bond growing everday,a little stronger. Overwhelmed by the desire of your truth, Mind falls everyday for you a little, no more stopping this brute. - Mohit Jha

Friends I stumble, I fall, I rise. It's because of you I walk with my head held high. You have been the reason of my smile all along, Your presence has been a gift to the torn. My problems are solved, my mistakes disappear, as i sit in peace, knowing you are there. We laugh, We fight, We grow old together, Yet every moment initself seems to last forever. We might fall apart with no reasons to suffice, In our hearts we will carry the best moments of our lives. We might fall apart, with obvious reasons to cry, Yet we as friends are never gonna die.... - Mohit Jha

The change An introspection is never a solution, A realization is never just an assertion. A man of changed thoughts and actions, Is never an overnight creation. Working must never be a regret, While being mocked is the road to best conquests. A man isnt defined by his complexion, but to continue,even when times are hard, and endeavors speak against the situation. Flourish with the resented deed, You musnt be naive to go against the creed. Seek the truth and ye shall find, For ways to defeat and to shine.. -Mohit Jha